| I'm turning into a puddle.
And I'm scared to death.
Mushy. |
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| If it's worth doing, then it's worth doing right.
If it's not worth doing, then stop. |
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| "Leave this night clean and quiet. You want the last word. You want me to laugh. But, leave it for now."
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| This weekend was full of lessons in friendship.
Both who your friends are to you and who you are to your friends.
With that said, I let myself down when I let others down.
I should expect more of myself. Beyond that, I find myself happy and clear headed these days. Only 8 days of teaching before sweet sweet summertime.
I'm exhausted so I leave you with some weekend images. A margarita cupcake...
A car loaded up with Cinco De Mayo fun...
And some very pretty girls having a grand time...
 
"If you only once would let me, only just one time. Then be happy with the consequence of whatever's gonna happen tonight...." <3
Xoxo. |
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| Every girl wants to believe that she is the one and only...
Every girl wants to believe it's her on your mind all the time.
Every girl wants to believe that you think about her even when she isn't around.
We all want to be swept off our feet.
We all want to be asked to dance.
We all want to be looked at tenderly.
And it's just not that much to ask.
It's easy to be strong and independent.
It's hard to completely turn myself over.
But, deep down I do really want to.
And I will.
And I have before.
I just have to believe that if I let myself fall, I'll be caught.
And not just caught.
Not caught in a web of drama fueled bipolar lustfulness.
But, caught by the strong arms of someone who intends to love me intentionally...consistently...daily...hourly.
And I'm not jumping off the edge until I know for sure.
"Nightswimming, remembering that night.
September's coming soon.
I'm pining for the moon.
And what if there were two
Side by side in orbit
Around the fairest sun?
That bright, tight forever drum
could not describe nightswimming." |
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